Okay, now that they've broken up, I can fantasize about Nick. It would seem that, for me, married guys are off-limits even in fantasies, for some reason.

My new favorite song lyric is: "I need a lover who won't drive me crazy/someone who'll thrill me and then go away."

I�m going to Minnesota for new year�s! Woo-hoo!!

I have so much debt, I literally can�t afford groceries. And I still don�t know quite how I managed to do it. I can�t buy any Christmas presents. Any. Well, except for my nephew and my little cousin I got in the secret Santa. Kids don�t get that you don�t have money.

I finally saw The Big Lebowski and I can�t for the life of me figure out what took me so long. How did I exist before I had The Dude in my life??? Actually, I am The Dude. So I guess that�s how.

Don�t you just love it when songs make you so happy that you shiver?

I have no coherent thoughts right now. So that�s all folks.