I can always think of things to write about when I'm not at a computer. But not when I am at one. Like now. Last week sucked a lot, mostly to do with me than anyone else. I was feeling sorry for myself and didn't think anyone cared about me. I still don't really think so, but I pretty much don't care anymore. It would help if I got out of my parents' house, but that's not going to happen anytime soon. Eh, whatever.

I'm pretty psyched about my parents and P Doody going on vacation on Saturday. I mean, it's kinda sad that I'm all "Dude, my parents are out of town!" but I'm so happy they are leaving. I get a whole week to myself!! And then P and my dad are going to be in Ireland for two more weeks after that! Somebody's birthday came early this year! Anyway, I'm just going day to day, trying to make my life one that I want to live. I'm trying to pay off my credit cards. I have car payments now and my student loan payments start in the fall, so I really need to get my credit cards down to zero. And, you know, stop using them. I was going to do a breast cancer walk, but I can't get the time off of work. I'm also applying to be a volunteer, so that should be interesting too. I just have to be patient and not want it all now. I know this. I'm working on remembering it.