god, i have to start my thesis soon. i'm freaking. it's like people think it's a big deal until i tell them what it's about and then they think it'll be all easy and "fun, right? 'cause it's about stuff you like?" as if that makes it not 60 pages i have to write and in which i have to sound intelligent and academic. *sigh* i know it's no one else's fault that i'm here but mine. good lord, what ridiculous, misguided surge of self-esteem made me think that i could EVER write a dissertation????? okay, i feel better now.
on a separate note, there's only four months to go before i get to go home! i'm psyched!
p.s. is it wrong that i stop in mid-essay writing to watch "dallas"?
